Greetings everyone and Assalamu alaykum (peace be upon you). Well, first I want to show my appreciation and gratitude to all my followers and commentators of this blog before I write a normal dairy type of post. I thank all of you for taking your time to read my posts and commenting on them. That's very sweet of you and I'm more than grateful to have such supporters. Hmm. I have been trying to overcome some of my weaknesses these days, I don't know why it has become so challenging for me and still is. I have so many opinions and views in my mind but I can't seem to explain it or express it, I know why...In our Era of time, passing through this life is not an easy thing. Whoever wants to truly see what's happening around us, will really know why..It seems that the Muslim Ummah is failing with so many things after such mistakes after the fall of the khilafah.. sometimes even I cannot escape from the traps that the society has implanted amongst us...it's as if we are stuck in chains, my dream interpretation was right, we are locked up in chains and we aren't able to let free. My belief in freedom is being a true slave of God by following everything he has sent for us even the country laws must be in the boundaries of righteousness, and so if we follow and enter the religion of truth wholesomely , there will be no oppression in the face of this earth. Last night , I went out during the silent night, I saw two shadows of me, instead of one, being such an optimistic person, I just thought that I have to choose one side of me that should prevail...however, I'm created one soul in one body not two. So there I struggle.. Looking at my neighbor hood, the tall beautiful trees , my house and the sad world, I just thought to myself I always wanted to be successful in my religion, in truth rather than materialism...maybe it's about Balance. To work for your goals in the right way. Since high school, somehow I always felt that something was not right for me, something is missing, I can still feel the darkness around us, there is something wrong.. I always wanted to live a life of righteousness, but that's the main problem. It is our inability to step out of the darkest Era of time to make a righteous way of life. Not everything that we see is the correct way of life. There are hidden mysteries behind our darkest times, but it seems that not many of us see it. Is it because we have no escape? We know that there is a cure for everything. Living a life of a believer is more than just caring about ourselves. How can any leader sleep when he knows that there are people living miserably from starvation and oppression? Every time I turn my head North, east, west and south, I feel like there is a trap , don't you feel that way ? Mankind never used to be that chained up.

Well, I really can't explain this further...because maybe it'll take a very long essay...I hope you get my main point. What I want to say, if we Muslims want to fix ourselves we must stop oppression by accepting the Khilafah and shariah in the right way, abandoning secularism to bring us all together as one people, but not every person wants this... they think that every sect they abide to will make them successful in terms of superiority..."Shut your traps and make way!" ... I wish the world was one country! So yeah, we need a strong man to sacrifice himself for God, truth and justice (what a man!), a wise one who understands his deen very well, who follows the ways of the prophet, who knows how to spread kindness, love and compassion ...aren't we all fed up of violence?

My heart always longs for the Khilafah. This life is short and it's nothing compared to the hereafter, but truth must prevail, we must show the others that oppression is not the path of Justice, we have to fight oppression, and be warriors so that we can establish GOD'S LAWS. Call us Jihadists, terrorists, Islamists, we are proud of being warriors. First of all not all Muslims are pious, some are evil too, so why can't they stop associating one bad man to all of us?  I'm not going to lie, we poor Muslims, men and women are always being picked on, we are the most ones who always have the problems.  It's enough that I'm the target when I walk around with my veil! I do watch the news...We are fed up of being hated and one day we will show how Islam can be!..

...But it seems in our time, there are so many traps, we are unable to move...do we have to be patient for the right time to come?


"There will come a time of patience when the one who adheres steadfastly to his religion will be like one who holds a burning coal." [Narrated by al-Tirmidhi 2260, classed as saheeh by al-Albaani in 'al-Silsilah al-Saheehah' - 957]


In anyway,  Excuse me for my bad writing...
Allah knows better.